after i remind myself need to hv a different life, i discover that i am more more unmotivated.
i dun know wts going on. i just lazy and lazy. be an organized person is that difficult for me ?
or this give me a great pressure ??

in these few dayss i forget to keep reading
forget to learn from others
always feel that sth is not enough.

i am really tired.


but i bear in mind that i needa change. just lack of motivation.